oh! forgot to mention. watched this with dearest. it's been forever since we spent time. so today was the day. and it was sort of a make up for yesterday's 19th monthaversary. oops! sorry forgot to mention. so ratings for this movie. 5/5. seriously. it OPENS your eyes. especially to selfless people who care about nothing but themselves. or is that selfish? k whatever la, sellcrab -..-

note: dont watch this or even rate this if you dont like action-packed. cause you wouldnt understand a crap.

loves,
B!

there's not much humanity left in the world, really.

fir brought this to school the other day. then it got me thinking today. yknow i shouldnt have got a job in the first place. it's hit me twice, or maybe three times but i thought that was over. then it came back. i can't stress this any longer.

the purpose of a job is to pay for my extra expenses. i can find my own clothes and buy my own project materials (fyi, it can go to $200). now the purpose is to lead my own life with that small amount of pay?! are you f.kidding me? so now what? no pocket money, this laptop's now under me and my phone and even my transport concessions. fuck it mann. fuck it deep la. shit, im only seventeen.

tell me, what have i done wrong? i got good grades, i even took up an extra diploma so i can graduate with two diplomas in this three years AND i've got a job. shit, i hardly have time for myself. and once again, it happens. you say im useless. you know what?!

i think the useless one is you. you suck your life out of yourself without anyone's help and you blame us. next time, dont even bother looking for me, damn it. but goddamnit. because im so nice, i keep coming back to lend a hand. oh wait. more like GIVING it. cause i'd never get it back.

PS: i bet anyone who's in my shoes would've quit school. lucky i am in love with education so i would never stop. God forbid.

loves,
B!

breaking. into. billions. of. pieces.

today's chillax day. went to school with zaha. he rode me to school and gave me a viser-less helmet -..- so i was squinting to school. ha ha ha! and he skipped class because of me; like what he said. met dudy and ate at mcd with zaha. NAMEPEK!


went RP for SPAGHETTI AND WAFFLES!!!! this part's just dudy and i. and i apologise to all RPians in the library for my dreadful singing disaster. ha ha! and i met lotsa curly and black shirted CUTIES!

PS: it doesnt mean that what you wear reflects your character; you can look soo decent but your mouth is like bullshit and you can wear so revealing but still be such an angel. so dont piss me off.

loves,
B!

being too straight is just.. ABNORMAL